As per usual my head is still delved in some sort of attempt to figure out what makes the world tick. I think that once you begin thinking about it, all the little things of everyday life become somewhat trivial. This may be the reason I have had difficulty eating and sleeping. My mind is not in the now really, though I am spending time with friends and such (which is a fabulous change of events)- I am doing it in a somewhat passive manner. Odd, but I do not think it will be changing any time soon.

I am motivated, however, to become a teacher. Especially after a lecture from one of my professors on Monday and after Obama's State of the Union address last night. The most impacting quote from that speech had to be "Become a teacher, your country needs you". That was highly inspiring to me, and I am motivated to work harder in my studies (though all the thinking causes me to lose sleep and not eat-which proves difficult when it comes to attempting to focus).

My boyfriend has a new goal for me: to make girl friends. He wants me to be able to go out and do things while he is gone, and I really only have male friends (that is not to take away from the few girl friends I do have!!). But there is no one who wants to go to the clubs or shop. We are all so delved in our studies (or they are delved into clubs, activities) that I hardly find someone with similar interests (and similar funds aka $0). So this is my new project I guess, though it seems somewhat trivial, maybe it will get me out of this "funk".